thanks for leaving me out of the group...
not letting me join the conversation..
not telling me anything that is happening...
i should have known i wasnt in ur life's dictionary....
i maybe dun even exist for you...
i guess i never did....
u are willing to accept ppl nt usually from our group in and nt me...
maybe u hate me for something i have done...
but u din tell me...
or i din listen..
i dunno....
i hate myself for trusting u...
over and over again...
i was being use like a dog ...
i din even know...
i was so stupid..
to let u use me....
that the problem of being too kind....
why did i let u hurt me again n again....
why did i cry for useless things....
u treat me so cold...
i dun wan to face you....
a simple no will do it...
but u all push the decision here and there...
a way of showing i am nt welcum....
if u say no.. i wouldnt get so hurt....
but instead....
u make me cry so hard i wanna die...
yes i may be tough on the outside...
but it is very easy to hurt me on the inside....
and u make use of my weakness...
other ppl say...
i dun deserve u as friends...
maybe they are rite....
u are oni friends with me coz we are from the same division..
if not i guess i wont be ur friend...
dun blame me if u see me not cooperating with u...
is ur damn fault....
leave me out the group....
means dun wan me to be ur friend...
dun catch me when i bad mood...
i mayb dun giv u face....
wat one team one family....
u got treat me as family ?????
bullshit larh.....
p/s : this blog is for some of the ppl in the group.. some are excluded....